| Wow So maybe this will work. i havent been on here so long that I cant even remember how to make a new post so for now im just going to update an old one... this is sad! |
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| once again, forget the girl that the last post mentioned... now its another one named Lacey. i guess we'll see |
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| lol wow its been awhile huh. lots has changed. and i do mean a lot. Not gonna go into tit, but ill tell ya a couple things. Im in college now, its goin good. the last girl i lied, the one my last post was about... yeah that didnt happen, at all. she pretty much ignores me now. but hopefully there is someone new waitingin the wings. Her name is Hannah, waitin to see how that one works. anyways. maybe ill keep up with this thing a little more now... prolly nto though. but if anyone does happen to read this, leave comments. lol |
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| yeah so i kinda dontl like this feeling of being exposed, laying it all the line. But i feel like im trusting God to handle a situation and i just feel so open and exposed. i dont like it but i know its necessary. Its just really uncomfortable. i just wish the awkward phase would get over with. I wanna know whats gonna happen but i cant yet. im not supposed to. Thats where the faith and trust in God comes in, im trusting that the God of the universe actually knows what he is doing...sounds like a good plan. Its just not easy, at all. hmmm kinda want it to be over with. But im not worried. If He can create the world, im pretty sure He can handle this thing. Caleb |
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| Toni and I went and ate dinner and saw shrek 3 tonight. I had a lot of fun just catching up with her. I really do like her and who knows...maybe something will come out of this. We are pretty similar but also very different. its like the perfect blend. Im looking forward to seeing where this goes. I know where i would like it to go, now lets jsut see if thats where its supposed to go. Caleb |
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